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Thursday, February 28, 2013

Adoption and Loss


This is something I wrote as a guest post a while back for my friend Lori Printy at Six of My Own.

I don't think I ever posted it here yet, so here we go....



Mention the word adoption, and you're sure to invoke a response of some kind.

For many, the word is associated with the warm fuzzies. After all, by definition, an adopted child has moved from having no family, to being a part of a family. What could be fuzzier than that?

For others, the word is linked with images of a broken system. One which perhaps places too much emphasis on the superficial well-being of the child, and not enough on the blood-ties that bind a birth mother and child. Or on an adoption industry that encourages mothers to give up their child for his "best interests".

Another broken system view would say that the rights of the child are secondary to the goal of reunification, and often the child has trauma after trauma after trauma placed upon his shoulders in the system's efforts to keep biological parent and child together.

No matter the angle viewed, an adopted child has experienced loss. Whether the child's birth parents died, or the child was given up willingly to "have a better life", or the child was removed from the home of abusive and/or neglectful parents, the child has lost the parents that brought her into the world. That's not good, it's not bad, it's not indifferent.
It is LOSS.

That's not to say that the child cannot go on to be successful, to be functional, to be happy in spite of the loss.




Consider as an analogy the person who has lost a limb. Whether by trauma or by carefully planned surgery, that loss is a loss. With guided prosthetic training and hard work, the person can regain function, and move freely again in a world where he once felt limited. We can applaud that person, rightly so, for making such strides and becoming so functional. But would we ever think to say how "lucky" he was to have such a wonderful prosthetic? Certainly not. He lost something that was an undeniable part of him. No matter how functional and happy and successful he becomes, he is never thankful that he lost a part of himself.

He could be thankful, perhaps, that his life was spared. I had a young man as a patient once, who lost his arm traumatically: he was driving along with his arm hanging out of the window when a truck sideswiped him. He could have died in that accident, but "only" lost an arm.

Or he could be thankful, maybe, to no longer have pain. Another patient of mine was a middle-aged high school chemistry teacher, and mother of three. The tumors and the repeated surgeries were a source of unspeakable pain and stress and dashed hopes. The decision to lose the arm was a difficult one, but one she felt she had to make. After the amputation, her pain was finally at an end, and with training her function was regained, but it didn't mean she didn't grieve.

In the same vein, an adopted child can be thankful to have found a family who loves him. He can be grateful to have an easier life than he once had. But those things can never replace what has been lost. They can help him to be functional again, to feel secure and safe and supported. But something that was a part of him is gone. Rejoicing in the new does not mean there is not grieving for the old, for one does not take the place of the other. They coexist. The loss should never be discounted or diminished simply because, on the surface, the person appears to be functional, and maybe even happy.

Clearly, this analogy is an oversimplified one. Regardless of the pain associated with the trauma or the pathology of the loss, losing a limb cannot compare to the emotional complexities of losing the parent/s that brought a child into the world. It does not speak to the confusing emotions and truths the child must face when there was intent to harm, criminal neglect, voluntary abandonment, or even just the inability to win the battle against overpowering demons that prevented the Mom or Dad from being able to be the parent he or she needed to be.

So. When you think of the word "adoption", try to remember that it is a two-sided coin, and that it takes both sides to make up the whole. Remember this dichotomy the next time you speak with an adopted child. Be glad for him that he has found a family that cherishes him and supports him. But be aware that before this "new family" came into the child's life, he first had to face the most devastating loss a person could face.

And respect that.








Image source: losangelesshrinershospital.org



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14 comments:

  1. Good post, you're right, people don't often view both sides of adoption. -Danica

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  2. I remember when we went through foster care/adoption training, being told to imagine that one day a stranger approached us to let us know that we would be getting a new spouse, and not to worry, this spouse would be a better spouse. We had 5 minutes to gather our things, and then we would meet our new spouse. That analogy certainly gave us insight into some of the feelings that can accompany foster care or adoption.

    Thanks for a well-written, important post!

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  3. Anne, I think that this was not only beautifully written but incredible sentiment. Thank you for sharing this.

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  4. Thanks, ladies! I'm so glad you liked it.
    Kristi, what a great analogy!

    XOXOXO...

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  5. I'm sure I'm guilty of holding that "how lucky you are" sentiment. I appreciate you shifting my perspective.

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  6. I've forwarded this to a friend of mine, who was adopted by a woman who was also adopted. I never really thought of it as "loss" for her, knowing her parents. But I remember the hurt in trying to find out why her parents gave her up.

    Very moving.

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  7. Thanks for chiming in, ladies! Heather, thanks for forwarding this to your friend.

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  8. A gentle but firm reminder.
    Monica
    http:happyandblessedhome.com

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  9. visting from inspire me monday blog hop . i enjoyed reading your blog today.

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  10. I appreciate this a lot. It gives me a fresh perspective.

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  11. Thank you for a very well written post. There are often many sides to the adoption story. My older brother (a very long story) was given up for adoption before I was born. I found out about him when he found us... when I was about 25. I love him so very much. We text, call some, and I adore him. I missed out on 25 years. But I'm so glad I have a chance to get some of it back. I am now following you. Check me out @ www.feelingtheemptynest.com when you have the time:)

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  12. Thanks for the fantastic comments, folks. Nicky, what a wonderful story about your brother. Thanks for sharing!

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